.: Cirque Des Reves App :.

**EDIT 3/6/13*
I added some more things to her history. I might work on it some more sometime, cause right now it sucks xD
*EDIT*
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Sorry for the really confusing history you're about to read xD
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♥ N a m e :
Luana Evergreen

♥ A g e :
124
Her appearance however is that of an 19 year old yound lady~

♥ B i r t h d a y :
May 16

♥ S p e c i e s :
Angel

♥ F a c t i o n :
Black Faction

♥ J o b :
Witch


♥ P e r s o n a l i t y :

Kind/Outgoing
Luana has a kind and playful nature and loves to see people smile. In her eyes, everyone is unique in their own way, and treats everyone with kindness. She loves talking to people and joking around, her jokes are alright actually they suck xD but she loves to try anyway and see people's faces light up. Most of her happiness is a facade, to try and hide away her sadness and frustration. She figures, if she can fake it, she can make it.

Strong | Independent
Over the years, Luana grew close to many people, but they aged while her immortal body stayed the same, and she lost them. She found many people to call friends, but it became too painful for her when they passed away, so she learned to be independent. Especially after someone special walked away from her, she closed up forever. She wouldn't rely on anyone for anything, and tried to keep everything herself.

Compassionate
Luana is always concerned for people, especially the ones she cares about. She tries to be there for anyone who is going through a rough time. Whenever there is a dispute among the members, she always tries to find a way to settle it so everyone is happier and she lends an ear to anyone who needs to get something off their chest.

Cynical
As she fulfilled her purpose as an earthbound angel, she saw a side of people that she didn’t want to see. Her pure intentions in making people happy were met with selfish desires, and people tried to use her for their own gain. Her once trusting nature turned to cynicism. Because of this, she doesn't believe others easily, it takes a lot to make her believe that a person is genuinely kind, not conceited and selfish. Upon first meeting someone, her outer appearance seems very open and sweet, but inside, she guards herself against that person almost immediately. Her cynicism makes it hard for her to get truly close to someone, so she often feels lonely even when she's surrounded by many people.

Stubborn
When Luana makes her mind up about something, she won't budge from it. Arguing with her is useless cause she sticks to her decision with an iron will. Although Luana tries to settle the disputes around the circus, she herself gets into countless arguments over the most trivial things, always defending her ideas with any useless things she can come up with. It's easy to get her worked up about things, so its just simple to let her be when she gets in that state.

Clumsy
Standing at 5’7, her tall and skinny build makes her clumsy, accidentally knocking over things and bumping into people. She doesn’t mean to be rude, it just happens. When she gets lost in her thoughts, she often slams into a pole or someone else.

♥ H i s t o r y :

Luana was an angel born on earth to fulfill a purpose; make the humans of the earth happy. She grew up adopted into a family, doing little things to put a smile on people’s faces. She would give a homeless man some food, tell someone a joke, and whenever she saw someone truly sad and in trouble, she would always help. She would read to a sick child, help someone on the street with their groceries, and other things. No matter what she did, it always made her happy to see someone smile. Luana made many close friends as she grew up, and loved to be in their company. By the time she was 16, she had a boyfriend and two best friends, living a normal life and striving to do well in school. Although she knew she was an angel, she never told anyone, fearing that she would be alienated and shunned.

On her 19th birthday, Luana stopped aging. She didn’t know it at first, but days, weeks, months, and even years passed and she never changed. As the years ticked by, everyone around her got older, and she alone seemed as if she was frozen in that one moment of time. The people she was close to grew apart from her, till she felt completely alone. She decided to leave her childhood home and travel around aimlessly to give people happiness. She went to many different places, and no matter how hard she tried, she still made friends that grew close to her heart. This time, she made sure her friends knew what she was. For a time, she was happy, and her powers as an angel grew. Slowly but surely, as time passed, she lost her close ones again, and was heartbroken over and over again. She then started to grow distant, locking herself up from everyone, hoping people would stay away from her. Like a bird in a cage, she looked out at the world, longing to be a part of it, but too scared to do anything. That didn't stop her from making people happy, however, because it was the only happiness she could see in the world, the happiness she gave others. As she the things she did for people grew, so did their selfish intentions. People who could see what she did started to use her for their own selfish gain. The only person she ever trusted now, was him.

Him. She couldn't remember exactly when she met him, or how they even met, just that he was always there for as long as she can remember. Even before she stopped aging, before she knew she was an angel, he was there. They're lives seemed to be intertwined from the moment Luana 'fell'. His beautiful eyes, and his lopsided grin were as perfect to her as anything. Luana was open and exposed around him, pouring her feelings out. That was probably the only reason she didn't destroy herself with sadness, she had someone there. She was always happy around him, just thinking about him filled her with a strong emotion, she just couldn't put her finger on it. No, it wasn't that she couldn't, it was that she was denying it. Did she even deserve him? No. She decided she wasn't good enough for him, but it didn't help her from falling for him.

"Hey, what're you looking at?"

"N-Nothing..." A slight blush, and she's looking away.

"Oh, come on, I know you can't resist me~" There, his perfect grin.

Oh, how she wished she could have just stayed in those moments forever, illuminated by his perfect smile. But those moments didn't last. They never do...
When she thinks back on him, all she can remember is a fleeting grin, striking eyes, and then pain. So much pain.
What caused all that pain? The thing was, he was used to be a sorcerer, before his magic was drained out of him by someone. He never did say why.

Her eyes fluttered open as she felt something cold, and sharp pressed against her neck. She tried to sit up from her sleeping position, but she was pushed back down again by rough hands. These hands... she knew them.

"W-What are you doing?"

"Shut up. I've waited too long... Just do as I say and I'll leave you alone."

"What do you mean?"

"I want power, you know what I mean. You're an angel, you can give people whatever they want. Me? I want to be powerful again, to have magic, lots of it. Being immortal just isn't enough for me anymore."

"You know i can't do--"

"YES YOU CAN. Why do you think I've been with you all these years? Being nice? I was just trying to get close to you so I could get what I want."

"No..." She barely got it out as a whisper.

"Yea well, life's a bitch, you have to learn, you can't trust anyone can you?" the bastard winked at her.

She somehow mustered up a punch, send him reeling back a little, and she ran, and kept running. Running from him, and others like him for the rest of her life.
That was the last she saw of him, but what he did haunted her forever. He manipulated her, and betrayed her trust. Most of all, he left her alone, which hurt the most.

She kept traveling to continue her work, but now when Luana did something for someone, the usual happy smiles went away, and she noticed she was met with even more desires and greed. She started getting unhappy with everyone, and was disgusted at how the humans had started to use her. She then decided to go into seclusion to get away from the greediness of humans, and continued to travel. In one of the cities she visited, she came across Cirque des Reves, and decided to go for a show. She was mesmerized by the fantastical performers and freaks. She saw the happy crowd watching on with excitement, and felt content. She finally found a place where she could fit in, and make people happy at the same time.

♥ V o i c e
(optional)

♥ L i k e s :
Magic
Flying
Puppies
Performing
Sleeping
Jokes
Chocolate

♥ D i s l i k e s :
Unhappiness
Greed
Being alone
Underground
Dark places
Spiders
Sorcerers, but not too much

♥ F a m i l y :
(optional)

♥ R e l a t i o n s h i p s :
(optional)

♥ M I S C/O t h e r I n f o r m a t i o n:
- Luana has white wings with a wingspan of 10 ft that fold into her back.
- She can be really... awkward when it comes to situations she isn't comfortable with. If someone tries to flirt with her, she just stutters and walks away. It may seem rude to others but she doesn't know how to react to these things, and just ends up taking the most awkward actions.

♥ R P m e t h o d s :
Notes, Skype, Chatroom